plastic purgery.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

i need that excitement.
i need that screaming, pounding roar.
jump out of my little girl panties and run,
bawling,
to that adrenaline salt lick, just for a taste.
no, a bite.
a big gulp- so big that my throat explodes.
because i-
i need that adrenaline like a junkie needs crack-
i need that adrenaline like i need another fucking kick in the stomach.
and me in my contortionism,
i can handle kicking MYSELF in the stomach,
and i'll do it over and over until my
pretty little panties rip off.
i need my nerves to swell,
i need to drip cold sweat,
swear to god i'll treasure it more than anything.
i need to shake like an abused baby.
i need to scream like my panties got ripped
offa me.
and i will-
swear to god that i'll do it.
*bettie* at 9:53 AM